truth of all.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

just for you♥

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i can't stop thinking about you.
you are the missing piece of my life.
your smile makes my day whole.
your response makes me cheerful all day long.
your ignorance makes me depressed.
if only you realised how i feel.

but sadly, i think to you i am just another guy.
what can i do to be more than just a guy to you?
what can i do to make you feel the same way as i do?
why must things be this way?
why can't it be like a fairy-tale,
where we love each other forever
and live happily ever after.

i tried forgetting you, but you're too deep in my heart.
i tried to change my feelings towards you.
but i just couldn't bring myself to.

i just want you to know my feelings for you are true.
and will never cease, never wavering, never-ending,
always loving, always caring, always protecting you.
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♥Xoxo

3:36 PM

randomness♥

hihies((: there was something wrong with my posting..
so got tired of blogging..but duno why today it worked!
anyway, my last post was abt 2-3weeks ago
but its under the wrong date...look under 2nd sept...
the multi-colored one..that the previous before this..
not the johann dedication one....

today, supposed to meet fong online..
but didn't manage to wake up...
haha he wanted to meet at like 3-5am kinda timing..
and i was still in DrEaMLaND...zzz
have church at 5pm today...
but wouldn't be attending CHC,
i be attending NLCC ( matt's church)
i kinda liked the environment over there..
its smaller, not so big, more bonded...
& the presence of God is the same everywhere rite
however, mum doesn't approve....*sigh*

friday, i went to school really late...
you wouldn't believe it, at 11.30pm...
school was practically 3/4 gone...
haha((: much later than the usual late-comers...
oh well, as usual, FONG DIDN'T COME TO SCHOOL!!
sigh, his gf keep looking for him..
and she's getting annoyed and your turdiness...
you better buck up, or else really no more feelings...
jyjy fong, must come school 5 days in a row kkays^^
get x5 perf...den can perf-sychro wif her xDDDD
haha((: anw, aft sku went to play soccer with mario...
they didn't have school...we played one round of dota...
had dinner tgt before heading back home...
played piano for an hour before sleeping xDDD

P.S. i'm much better already!! haha((:

♥Xoxo

2:59 PM

Friday, September 5, 2008

dedication to JOHANN♥

THIS IS A SHOUT-OUT TO JOHANN...
JOHANN, 15, AND CUTE!! LOLS~!! xDD
THANKS FOR ALL U DONE!!
haha((:feel veri bad making u sleep so late )):
nice job, great job, fantastic job, excellent job!!
spam spam spam spam...thanks thanks thanks thanks...
now u must use a post to reply this :]haha sleep well~!!! ---> xiaodidi <---

♥Xoxo

4:40 PM

3 days of fun!!♥

Thursday
Johann stayed over again...his father was asleep, so couldn't fetch him back...
he ended up sleeping like a log...zzz -.-supposed to watch movie...
*sigh*anyway, when i woke up earlier than him...
had piano lesson...at around 11...
by the time my lesson ended, he was up and using the com...
we watched agent cody banks 2 on his com...and he left my house at 4.30pm )):

Wednesday
we woke up quite abruptly...like someone hit us all at the same time...
den we were awake...xDDD lols! had lunch, and got changed...
then met up with some friends...and went to their condo to play pool...
end up the table was quite disappointing...soooo small...)): oh well but free~!! xP
played from 6pm - 9.30pm..it was drizzling when we left...we dashed across the road Johann used his body to block the bus from moving...
and we could board the bus just on time...l
ols! we went to eat dessert before having our dinner...
cos the dessert store was open still,but the rest were closed )): haha((:
den jeremy TOOK A BUS BACK HOME!Johann came to my house to charge his fone..
and my parents allowed him to stay one more night...xDD

Tuesday
we arranged on monday to meet at 8am...but jeremy didn't wake up, or he claimed so.. Johann called me at 9++, but i wasn't awake...i woke up at 10am, and i called Johann...
he aroused from his sleep and we planned whr to meet ((:
end up met around plaza sing at around 11.30pm...we drank starbucks while waiting xDD java chips ((: and double choco chip xDDD yummy yummy~!!! lols...
jeremy, the rich guy, went to fetch pam, and the other girls..
duno why, he suddenly become the taxi driver xDDDD
the outing was suppose to be me Johann jeremy and pam...
end up got elisha kimberly and jamie...-.-
anyways((:bought tickets to watch WALL E...zzz dumb show but cute..
sigh, aft that went to play pool...then the girls wanted to go to cathay cineleisure...
but they tot it was cineplex, so we went wrong place..augustin happened to be there, but was busy... so didn't wan to leave wif us...
in the end, we went to peninsula to shop around...jeremy bought some berms and belt...
we cabbed to tampines from there...and we got scammed?!?1?!
the fare end up 28 bucks!! daylight robbery in our face...
Johann wasn feeling well, and i was asleep..
jeremy blur blur, den not sure correct or not...xD so we got cheated...badly!
the guys piang seh me )): make me go alone buy dinner...i had to walk all the way there and back just to buy for them KFC...bought a BUDDY MEAL AGAIN and a twister meal...haha((: we watched a movie...dr.dolittle 3 xDDD and i taught johann how to play more than words...abit slow, but getting better xDDD Johann jyjys~!!!

Note to all : Johann has solo-ed a KFC BUDDY MEAL all by himself in 20mins!
it consist of 2 reg drinks, a zinger, 2pieces chicken, 2 whip, 2 coleslaw, 4 stripes
and he changed one coleslaw for cheese fries...
current eating champion! don mess with him!! haha((:

♥Xoxo

2:27 AM

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

weekly summary♥

hihies, i know what ur gonna say..dead blog rite?
oh well, busy lately...and grounded for 4weeks.
over a reason i rather not talk about -.-
cos it sounds rather stupid...
for the week, finally jeremy came to school!
and he came at like 9.45am!!
johann also came late..even later -.-

in school, mrs.yeo goes around catching our hair..
sigh, must cut or pin up fringe...
even ms.wong allows my class to keep,
den mrs.yeo extra calefare...
ask us to cut all...aiyoyo~!!
today after school, stayed back to finish work..
sigh, finished 2 self-tests...

jeremy and his GF are kinda having a tiff now..
but things are getting better...
no couple is perfect, quarrels are inevitable..
but it helps keep the relationship strong...
jiayou jeremy and GF~!!!

for all those doing 'O's, good luck!!
study hard, left 13 days...
all the best, god bless you...

paiseh for my random-ness! nth to write about..

♥Xoxo

12:04 AM

summary of the past week♥

sorry for not updating blog and all...
no time to...sick also...
i shall do a summary of the past week...
-monday-
didn't go to school as i had a bad headache
despite the fact that i had slept at 8pm...early like crazy!!
-tuesday-
went to school...nothing happened..
jeremy didn't come to school -.-
but later met him at parkway...
justin, nigel, gabriel, & crystal was there...
we went to play pool till 7pm.
den jeremy came to my house...
he suppose to do work, end up play viwawa..zzz
he left my house at around 11.30
he PROMISED to be IN SCHOOL tmr..
-wednesday-
went to school...but by myself...bus, traffic jam...slow -.-
my mum didn't fetch, cos siblings were late...
took bus to Serangoon, meet matthew...
from there we came to school together...
but we decided to skip P.E, didnt wan to run xD
ate breakfast at the kopitiam opposite school..
entered school at 8.45am...aprox. 45mins late xD
scolding from ms wong as usual....
and JEREMY BROKE HIS PROMISE...say will come..
end up never come, summore i called him 15times..zzz
later met him, cos we had soccer match...
jeremy, mario, desmond, ding jun, shawn...against
me, matthew, justin, zhen yu, daniel, weslie...
the game was fun but tiring, cos under scorching sun...
we all left around 6plus 7...
-thursday-
i didn't go to school today...again )):
now my work for the week is super little...
ms wong gonna kill me, and next week have to stay back T.T
suppose to go to school, but woke up with bad asthma attack..
cough, sore throat, flu...and i had cold sweat...
so slept in...tried looking for inhaler...couldn't find..
end up tossing and turning in bed...can't sleep..
difficulty breathing makes it hard to sleep )):
at 9plus mum came back, and found the inhaler...
only then could i sleep peacefully till 12plus...
i aroused from difficulty breathing again...
argh!! had porridge for lunch, and did my word building..
not sure whether tmr will be going sku...
but i don't think so...still quite bad..
don wan to spread flu and cough to rest of class...
if u have read this, please pray for me ^^ tyty...
see ur soon, most probably sat...xDDDD must pray!!
-friday-
i can't tell the future but i think i not going sku...
i jus be at home all day long...
sat going to church...haha((: pray for me~!!

♥Xoxo

12:04 AM

Sept 2nd to 5th pictures only♥

these pictures were over 3 days...
don haf time to blog individual days...
so compelled most of the photos...
some photos wif johann...xDDD

fong again with his *ahem* haha((: all of us again...

fong acting again!! zz haha((:

fong acting cute~!! using 3 fones...xP

done while playing pool, johann kicked me down...tt why so blur -.-

all in one toilet! haha((:

fong always late, so we took one first xD

the 3 of us xD outside toilet....

me & johann..fong got paiseh-ed xD

hihies((: count the number of hands xD

lols...dress up...

at my house... while johann playing audi..xD

this was at plaza sing... johann me fong & elisha pam kimb jamie

i won this match!!

♥Xoxo

12:04 AM

back from an adventure!♥

hihies((: forgot to leave a word...
last week friday, i left for KL in the morning...
mission trip to City Harvest KL to help out...
they were having their emerge youth conference...(:
we took a coach there, which took like 6 hours!!
but being my first time on a first-class coach..
it was exuberating((:
the hotel was great but...
i shared room with my uncle and a cell member...
and i had surround sound system at night (snores)
it really helped me....NOT get to sleep...xD
oh well, i drown it with music anyways^^

i was actually relunctant to go but...
my first time on one, i had loads of fun...
made new friends in church as well^^
and was physically involved in various ministries((:
many experiences i can't forget...glad i went for it..
i learnt alot from the trip...
THANK ALL THOSE WHO MADE IT POSSIBLE FOR ME!!
(like my mum, and my uncle who sponsored me^^ & the rest)

for the first day, the thing was totally disorganised..
but we eventually got it sorted out...
the atmosphere for the first day was dense...
it makes me appreciate the atomsphere,
back in Singapore...
i was in Attributes, the christian bookstore...
we had a sales target of 20,000 by the end of 3 days..
and we hit the target, through God's grace...
as by the end of the second day, we were 10,000 short...
which made it almost impossible to hit our target...
but through God's grace we hit our target...
plus it was attained just about one minute b4 closing!

for the second day, i did ushering during morning svc..
it was great! though didnt do much ><
the atmosphere was picking up...
and i helped in taking care of the kids in children church
during the night service...
it was longest day, from 7am-1am..
it was fun, taking care of the little kids can bring joy...
and their smile can brighten one's day^^

for the last day, the grand finale...
there were lots of events going on...
and the finals of various competitions...
even O school dance crew performed...
the kids were a lively bunch!!
running around, chasing after them...
bringing them to the washroom...
we had to conduct games for them...
it was mind-boggling @.@
and our own praise and worship too^^
we managed to meet PASTOR KONG HEE too!!!
our senior pastor...xDDDD he alot taller in person...
the messages that he preached over the three days...
inspired many, to rise up, to be problem-solvers
took lots of pictures!! especially with the pastors~!!!

P.S-pictures not with me, so cant upload yet!! be patient((:

On the coach to KL ((:

♥Xoxo

12:04 AM